It was February 14, 2000, my life change dramatically, before I got born again, I was in a relationship with this guy for over four years. I ask him why he loves me. That is a question I often contemplate or why when ever I see him my heart seems to skip a beat? Or just another shrew is this really true or just another game he wants to pursue. I sometimes don’t understand how he really feels or what he tries to say the sarcastic remarks and the stupid things that he said it gets to me in so many different ways that I can’t even explained.
The days grew long and nights got colder. Because my friends was telling me he was cheating on me but I didn’t believe it , until I talk to his mother she show me picture of his other girlfriend, so that day I ask him who is this, he started sterling. He says she was a one time thing. So I curse him out. But my heart was still at the place he left it. It’s in a thousand pieces. Can someone whisper to me how I can put it back together, God can you please tell me?
Since he been gone my eyes have been wondering, they have not been wondering for him. But they have been wondering for a solution to my problem for answers to my questions. I ask everyday why this was. He came back crying trying to get back what we had, I don’t think so, but why am I so caught up in him? I know it couldn’t be Love!!
Wait what is Love, I was just setting there in front of Home Depot thinking , what is Love, so this lady came up to me and told me about God and the Love he has for me. She says many are call few are Choice. She said that God is Love!! So she opens her bible and started reading: Love is patient. Love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, It is not proud. It is not easily angered; it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects always trusts, always hopes.
Always perseveres. Love never fails. 1 Corinthians 13: 4-8
When she read this, I know it was really time to give my life to God fully; every thing was going wrong in my life, my family, my best friend, my school, est. so she invite me to her church and I want and gave my life to God that day.
Dr. Dorothy J. Williams
In Partial Fulfillment
Of the Requirements for the Course
Leticia C. Bodden