Making people proud can be anxiety-inducing, but it is usually worth the effort. I recently finished my boy scout Eagle project after two and a half months of planning and three days of perfect weather. This project was the biggest one I had ever done. I took full responsibility for getting permits, getting donations of food and paint, and organizing volunteers to repaint the underpass on first avenue north. Nervously, I waited on an old couch outside an ancient building, expecting a meeting with a council of individuals who had the power to judge my project as insufficient or criticize my leadership abilities.
Overwhelmed and stressed, I felt intimidated in a daunting environment. The ticking clock above the doors only heightened my anxiety, as it appeared to consume the precious time I required for last-minute preparations. My heart raced as I nervously tried to predict any potential questions from the council. When the man opened the doors and informed me they were prepared for me, I had a sensation of almost fainting.
Upon entering the room, I experienced a sense of disorientation and uncertainty regarding what awaited me. Surprisingly, it was not the intimidating interrogation that I had anticipated. Instead, I discovered myself in a formal environment where I was instructed to take a seat as the questioning commenced. Each question specifically addressed me.
Throughout the session, I am conscious of my adequate readiness. The day of my award ceremony was the sole justification for all the anxious anticipation. All those who supported me along the way were there to congratulate me. As I stood before them, their proud sentiments were clear. Regardless of one’s age, there will always be someone they seek to impress, and the sacrifices needed are usually rewarding.
