Report on My Patient

Esperanza Cordero is a very troubled patient of mine. Her family lives at poverty level, because the father is a gardener and her mother is a housewife, and has moved around many times in these early years of Esperanzas life. Esperanza is very ashamed of things, depressed, but yet she is a very intelligent and caring young girl. She has gone through many terrifying and disturbing experiences in her life. She has been raped, her aunt died, her father getting devastated over her grandfathers death, and she has not yet formed any friendships with other kids. Her house is in the slums of the town. The Cordero family consists of Rita (mom), Paco (father), Esperanza, Carlos, Kiki, and Nenny. The combined household income is at the poverty level with no hopes of that changing in the near future. They have moved from Paulina, to Keeler, to Loomis, and to Mango Street in the first six years of Esperanzas life (3). The homes she has lived in were all run down apartments with very little amenities. Now her family lives in a run down house on Mango Street, but most likely the best place they have ever lived. Esperanza had to get a job in order to go to a private Catholic high school. Catholics do not attend public high schools. Also Esperanzas father said, Nobody went to public school unless you wanted to turn out bad. (53). Esperanzas job was at a photo shop that her Aunt had once worked at. At the photo shop she matched the negatives with the photos. She also has not been able to keep friends because of her constant moving around. Esperanza is very ashamed about many things such as her name, which means too many letters in Spanish and hope in English. People make fun of her name, and she thinks it sounds like something from a Mexican song that her father plays while he shaves (10). She is ashamed about her house because it is so run down and has a poor appearance, but it looks like all the other houses in the vicinity. People who come to her neighborhood want to leave because it frightens them by being so run down and dirty (28). The final thing she is ashamed of is not having money to pay for school and her having to get a job to go to high school. Esperanza was depressed during her earlier years of going to school. The thing, she has no friends, she even gave two girls five dollars so they could buy a bike and be her lifetime friend (14-16). Esperanza also had many troubles in her life that made her depressed. One of them was being raped by a clown during which she went through about every feeling that you can possibly think of that people could go through in a lifetime. This terrifying experience will play a significant role in the future of Esperanzas mental and physical life. The rape puts her in the deepest depression possible. Esperanza was at a carnival and supposed to meet Sally there, but was raped while waiting for her to come, and Sally never showed up (99-100). She was also lured into giving a kiss to an oriental man, whom seemed harmless telling her that it was his birthday and he wanted a birthday kiss then took advantage of her and not letting go (53-55). The last of her troubles was probably all of the different relatives dying in her lifetime, and the number of times she has moved. Another thing is the environment that she lives in. It puts her in a deep depression because of it being so horrible (28). Her grandfather died, of natural causes, one night and Esperanzas father was depressed and Esperanza had to break the news to her siblings because she is the oldest of the children, which is a very terrifying experience (56-57). Also her aunt died of multiple sclerosis. One thing horrible about her Aunt dying was that Esperanza was making fun of her the day that she died (58-61). She is intelligent. She is very poetic and can make all kinds of things turn into poetry that sooths peoples soul. Which I think would make her feel positive about herself. Esperanza is also able to look at things from other peoples shoes, different kinds of views, which is a very valuable thing in knowing how people feel. What would you feel like if something happened to you or you did something to them? Also Esperanza knew how to act and what to do when her grandfather died, while her dad was acting crazy. This showed Esperanza many positive things about herself, which should have helped her in her life. I feel it will take a lot for Esperanza to overcome all the horrifying experiences that have happened over the past 13 years of her life. On the other hand, I really feel that she will not be able to overcome the things that have happened because so many things have gone wrong. She is too depressed and ashamed of so many things all of the time. Although I think she will become smarter after all of this because she will learn all of the different parts of life, and what kind of demented and nice people are out in the world, that can help or harm her or other people around her