According to an anonymous quote, determining our values relies on what we are willing to sacrifice. This notion is also applicable to John Proctor in Arthur Miller’s play The Crucible. Proctor had to let go of his reputation and his stubborn practicality in order to remain true to his own beliefs, as his reputation appeared to be his most cherished possession.
When John Proctor confronts Judge Danforth, he utters, “You are the high court, your word is good enough! Tell them I confessed myself; say Proctor broke his knees and wept like a woman; say what you will, but my name cannot –” (143). This implies that he does not want his name to be publicly known as someone who once served the Devil. He hesitates to have the townspeople recognize that his reputation has been tarnished. This sentiment is further echoed in his impassioned speech, “Because it is my name! Because I cannot have another in my life!”
Proctor expresses his deep concern for his name, exclaiming, “Because I lie and sign myself to lies! Because I am not worth the dust on the feet of them that hang! How may I live without my name? I have given you my soul; leave me my name!” (143). This demonstrates his strong attachment to his name and reputation. Not only does he fear shaming the other prisoners by escaping death while they perish, but he also realizes the significance of maintaining a good reputation. Initially, Proctor’s desire to preserve his honorable image prevents him from speaking out against Abigail. However, he now comprehends the true importance of a good name and the necessity of telling the truth, even at the cost of self-preservation. He fiercely declares, “I have given you my soul; leave me my name!” in a fit of anger towards Judge Danforth, Judge Hathorne, Hale, and Herrick. This defense of his name grants him the courage to face a heroic death while preserving his honor.
John Proctor demonstrates his practical way of thinking by accurately perceiving the true nature of others, such as recognizing Paris’s self-centeredness and greed. This ability allows him to see through the hysteria surrounding witchcraft and perceive it as a guise for revealing long-standing conflicts, grudges, and animosity. The rampant fear within the community also plays a role in fueling this phenomenon. Proctor is among the few who comprehend that there is no involvement of supernatural elements in these events. Consequently, his rational approach to life and pragmatism place him at odds with the court, eventually leading to his ultimate act of sacrifice. He steadfastly refuses to succumb to the notion of evil supernatural forces, which he personally disbelieves.
John Proctor demonstrates the importance of upholding truth, even at the cost of one’s life, highlighting the significance of the sacrifices we make to remain authentic to ourselves. In my view, he is The Crucible’s ultimate hero, whose example should be taught to all in our contemporary society.
