A Separate Peace by John Knowles is a multifaceted novel that depicts war in various forms. Gene Forrester, a student at Devon School during World War II, experiences internal conflicts akin to different battles. Gene harbors jealousy towards his friend Finny and suspects that Finny is intentionally hindering his academic performance. Additionally, Gene is burdened by guilt, stemming from impulsive actions and the disclosure of a devastating truth that leads to a fatal accident.
Throughout the story, Gene experienced a constant battle with his fears. Initially, he believed that he possessed all the qualities of a complete and fulfilling individual. However, upon arriving at Devon and encountering Finny, he suddenly felt a sense of incompleteness, as if something was missing from his life. To address this void, Gene sought to emulate Finny’s actions and align himself with his endeavors. While this endeavor did contribute to his personal growth and development, Gene also grappled with immense guilt due to the consequences of his actions. Ultimately, guilt served as another internal conflict that Gene had to contend with.
After jostling Finny while he was on the limb, Gene realized his mistake but didn’t fully regret it. However, when the truth was revealed and Finny broke his leg again, Gene was consumed with remorse. At Finny’s funeral, Gene refrained from shedding tears, not because he lacked sadness or sorrow, but because he felt as if it were his own funeral and knew one doesn’t cry at their own funeral. Gene also perceived Finny’s actions of taking him places and convincing him to do irrational and impulsive things as attempts to hinder his academic progress. Despite this misconception, Gene incessantly wrestled with himself, meticulously analyzing all of Finny’s pranks to determine if they were actually schemes against him.
After the events in Devon during his teenage years, Gene’s life became tumultuous. Yet, upon returning to school, he started facing and accepting what had occurred, allowing him to progress. Moreover, he embraced his true self instead of attempting to alter it. The once overwhelming fears now appeared less formidable, enabling him to overcome all internal conflicts.